Sunday, April 30, 2006
ever look at this certain picture,
which caught this certain moment
and wish you could just rewind time,
pause it at that moment,
and play it forever?
i have.
6:13 PM
everyone feels like dancing,
i feel like im flowing damn bad.
BEST FRIEND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Why you come now.
Ha.
okay, im random.
The Chase.
Go figureeeeeeeeeee.
I shld be mugging.
So byebye blogger.
i love you cause you help me waste a minimum of 5 mins everytime i blog.
And for the record BIRD,
D stays really FAR away. HA.
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So, this brain in my head
Can forget Your face
1:23 PM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
hit one
ive realised that ive been ignorant to alot of stuff thats been going on.
while ive been sitting ard at home,
listening to emo songs.
the world goes on.
i went to church today with D and J today.
i cant say the first ten minutes i wasnt dozing off during the sermont,
due to the fact that i slept really late last night,
and i had to rush off to dental early in the morning.
but when i caught a few lines,
and Matt hit a nail.
right on to be exact.
and it strucked me how long this was going on in my life.
no, im not holy,
dont get my wrong.
but i realised why i dragged my bum to church every week.
okay, forget it, im random.
i shall move on lest someone falls asleep.
alright,
i just came across a few blogs,
and i found out boout some stuff i shouldnt.
and im really ______.
i dont knw what to fill in.
i feeel so #$%@&#^!#!!
yet i feel so stupid.
i dont knw laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i feel disappointed la,
to be exact.
with you and your words.
oh the other hand,
i just found out abt smth,
and im kinda happier after finding out. LOL
okay, im fucking mean.
Creator, if you do read this,
i hope you're alright. (:
be strong. (:
D,cheer up silly. (:
oh, i almost forgot, D wore a LONG skirt today,
and she was like complaining she looked like a tree. :DDDDDD
if you caught my parent's and maid's expression when they saw her,
it was like this ?!_?!
okay, i dont think you get what you mean.
alright, their jaws dropped to the ground.
she looked really good to be exact thats why.
Ha. x]
'Cause I love You, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with You tonight
You know my heart is by Your side.
11:36 PM
hello world. (:
the day's been pretty fine.
yes, i know how its like to type a whole fucking msg,
just to close it later and the phone saves it in the draft box.
the amount of msgs there are abt to reach 10.
there, there.
Bird, my self control is withering. Ha.
oh anws,
Hi bird, i know you're BELLY BELLY BELLY bored.
band concert was kinda fine.
charms and i were commenting on each song.
first we say the first song makes us feel like we are on the hill,
then the sea or smth,
then whichever la.
damn funny.
and i was playing away with fingers and pretending to play the instruments.
the pl band is not bad la. (:
good la,
but D keeps commenting how she could be up there.
you will die of stage fright okay.
HAAAAAAAAAA. x]
im having a sore eye now due to my fucked up contacts.
i dont like it very much,
oh, its the end of the month.
time to change,
though wonder la.
i think there are a few random thoughts dancing in my head now.
i think im going to slp nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
oh and i think,
N,V,J and T looked Gd tonight.
Including D of course.
Okay, what a whole load of letters.
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call,
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all.
12:26 AM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
leave.
lit is killing me.
so is ss.
so is maths.
im crazy,
i swear i am.
i will dig my own grave.
Gnight.
10:00 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
okay, chill.
charms just told me she lost her eraser call FRASER.
STUPID TOOT! HAHAHA.
Oh well.
CHEAT MY FEELINGS SOMEMORE LA!
I FEEL LIKE HAMMERIING HER NOW! AHHH.
(Inserts the stupid Msn hammering emoticon here)
TOOT LA!
Charms, I know You are trying to make me give up on FRASER,
so You can have FRASER WHEN I GIVE UP!
Alright,
I will give in,
You let me have the REAL FRASER and I will give you an ERASER! :D
oh well.
at least i can study geog in a peaceful mind now.
byebye blogger.
hello hideous geog book.
There's bound to be at least one that gets hurt.
10:42 PM
Happy birthday Shiyun! :D
OMG, I SEE MY LIFE PASSSING BEFORE MEEEE.
IM SERIOUS.
OMG, MAJOR SHIT!
FRASER IS TAKEN.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
CHARMS, HOW! HAHAHA.
`YELLS AND BANGS HEAD ON THE WALL.
okay, i swear, im hysterical.
geog's calling.
10:37 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
my tags are disappearing again!
@#$%^%^&$*$@$ !!!!!!!
Everyday,
I make it a point to love You less and less.
Everyday,
You make it a point to break me more and more.
Its Your forte.
11:21 PM
I simply dont understand why they have to go so far,
Just to do us in.
Cease the contact?
I think thats pure childishness.
C'mon la,
What do You want us to do?
Live in our own world?
In a way,
its right to be concern.
but not go this far as to this extent right?
Im sure things were different if they were all ladies.
Oh well.
Im ranting
Aiya, whatever.
Im not in contact with them anyway,
So why do I bother.
I forgot this is a public blog.
So i shall put a disclaimer note:
Everything said on the above has nothing to do with anyone,
its purely fictional and coincidental.
I swear im bored.
Bitter sweet migraine in my head
1:33 PM
D's birthday is gg to end soon.
went out with her for lunch and the rest of the day. (:
i got to skip tuition cause im sick.
Im sure her friends gave a greaat surprise last night. (:
aww. so sweet.
i think its some lucky day.
Juniors won.
I think i lost my voice for a moment during the match.
I sound like some mutant shouting.
Omg, So happy for them. (:
Good job pple. :D
and the bag and me story
lazy to elaborate.
the perfume thing too.
ha. im lazy.
shoot me pls.
Happy birthday Baby. :D
charms if you read this.
FRASER IS MINE! :D
So go past the lights and all the excuses.
You could have left, sincerely Yours.
11:33 AM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
happy birthday D.
12:07 AM
Friday, April 21, 2006
the yellow skies
Happy birthday Dad. (:
maybe im right,
get too emo and you get a cold. :D
right now,
with my hands cold like ice,
and my body warm like hell,
i feel like there is an irony in my body.
my temperature is like an rollercoaster ride.
yes, my nose is running and block at the same time.
okay,
im mental.
went sch late to take the stupid zuo wen test.
the rest of the classes were okay,
ironically, i can concentrate better when im sick.
not so restless perhaps.
left sch ard 3.
netballers were playing with the HOOLA & balls.
Damn fun. :D
and i tell you fever burns your brain.
i was jumping ard like a freak.
when i got home,
i felt like there were a thousand and one hammers knocking my head.
and now im back here,
home and bored.
its friday. (:
Happy birthday Dad. (:
once again.
See the lyrics of this song,
Damn ironic.
Cheap thrill, Cheap thrill. :D
You Don't Love Me Anymore-Weird Al Yankovic
We've been together for so very long
But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong?
Seems you don't want me around
The passion is gone and the flame's died down.
I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem
That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice
Now you tell all your friends that I'm the Antichrist
Oh, why did you disconnect the brakes on my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore.
I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You're still the light of my life
Oh darling, I'm beggin', won't you put down that knife?
You know I, even think it's kinda cute the way
You poison my coffee just a little each day
I still remember the way that you laughed
When you pushed me down the elevator shaft
Oh, if you don't mind me asking, what's this poisonous cobra
Doing in my underwear drawer?
Sometime I get to thinking you don't love me anymore
You slammed my face down on the barbecue grill
Now my scars are all healing, but my heart never will
You set my house on fire
You pulled out my chest hairs with an old pair of pliers
Oh, you think I'm ugly and you say I'm cheap
You shaved off my eyebrows while I was asleep
You drilled a hole in my head
Then you dumped me in a drainage ditch and left me for dead
Oh, you know this really isn't like you at all
You never acted this way before
Honey, something tells me you don't love me anymore, oh no no
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore
--
HA
I going back under the covers.
Just another day.
8:11 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
cant get any further,
cant go any deeper.
im prolly pms-ing.
D's brother almost got into an accident,
just cause D called Her.
Freaky.
She's hyperventilating over the phone now. Ha.
i got my nano/baby back.
Rifle gave it back,
with a whole load of stupid absurd question.
too lazy to elaborate.
but if you were standing in front of me right then,
you would have seen my jaw drped to the grd,
when she asked those weird questions.
so you prolly get a hint what they were.
junior's match.
they trashed them.
your hots and colds.
im stopping here as i have nothing more to write.
But I still miss Your summer perfume.
5:56 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
i want to sleep.
rahhhhhhh.
I've finally realized,
That You were never,
You were never meant, for Me.
11:55 PM
thats not why im here.
today was just bumming ard.
went thomson plaza for swensons. :D
i swear im gonna be damn fat by the end of the month.
W was there too.
Met her.
her clothes are baggier than mine la!
okay random random.
i dont want to go sch tmrw.
Cause anything too daring to say to You,
Will be said in this letter,
then burned away
So You never realize, I'm here.
11:17 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRD!
I knw im a few hours late. :D
better grow up faster and stop being annoying. :D
just got back from party.
not bad i must say,
so many can dance pple.
tsk, i was like some couch potato w baby. :D
some idiot took my shoe and threw it ard.
and i swear Chevonne is mad,
She was talking to herself by the ledge,
calling out to some "eunices" i dont knw who la.
and i was so desperate looking for my shoe,
i actually believed her that the idiot
would throw my shoe directly in front of the house's door.
ha, that retard.
and she was saying smth abt herself
seeing some sinhalese indians carrying plastic bags.
thinking they have come back to take the rest of the shoes
and she was leading me to think,
that my shoe was stolen and raped by that two suspicious indians.
oh yuck.
my shoes are barely two weeks old,
sexually abused.
it will ruin their lives forever.
okay, now im being spastic.
Stupid Chevonne.
oh, thank you bird for looking for my shoes.
and double Dds. :D
Oh, yes, C and Z really look alike.
2:13 AM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
omg, my sister is damn annoying.
she just spoiled my morning.
she's this one person that can irritate me so much,
it robs me of my sanity.
i swear im going to put toothpaste on her face tonight when she's asleep.
Dig that, Sucker.
nose in the air,
heart on the floor.
walk me like a bridge.
my heart's thrown in a rollercoaster ride.
oh,i'm in the greatest fall of all time.
9:31 AM
B's party is tonight.
I swear that if I get a forfeit and I have to embarrass myself.
Im going to run away.
Im a chicken.
No, im actually a fish.
Oh whatever.
Choices and regrets.
9:14 AM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
the ultimate, now close your mouth ju. :D
11:19 PM
she insisted on another, vainpot. :D
11:19 PM
cartel
11:18 PM
oh spasm
11:17 PM
yeah, sure.
make me bleed again.
make that voice hurt,
make those words burn.
Your insensitivity.
10:31 PM
How can I let us get so deep?
I think I saw R.
Its been long,
One year.
And I was just thinking of R this few days.
Surprise, Surprise,
I saw him,
with his gf, i think.
oh well. :D
oh, and i saw E and B too.
Match cancelled.
Out with U7? =]
Damn funny.
played i-spy and loads of others.
Its been long yeah? (:
my back hurts.
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And You didn't mean to love me back but I know You did
Don't say You didn't love me back
'cause You know You did
No, You didn't mean to love me back
But You did.
6:30 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
get emo,
and maybe you will get a fucking cold.
ignore the above,
its just so random.
ha.
we lost the match,
complacent i must say.
its always a tie or a freaking three.
its never us.
oh, yes,
happy 6th month. (:
I havent mention that i found the sim card,
or rather the sim card was planted there.
I know,
cause my sim is protected with a pin code,
and i managed to open the sim with the pin.
so the obvious is that,
that person is an idiot
Gawd, I hate You, whoever took my phone.
Oh last thing,
You're fatter,
Face the facts. :D
The hand of my clock strikes two
In times when I got the best of You
7:13 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
emo emo emo.
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so.
I got new dunks. =]
10:51 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Happy birthday Qy!
So many april babies. Tsk.
So I’m tellin’ You,
I love You one last time.
And Goodbye.
11:31 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
Camp was fun. (:
I did some stupid challenge pole thing and flying fox.
Damn fun! :D
Campfire was great. (:
Okay, Im lazy to elaborate.
Go read someone's else blog. Ha.
Oh, Fraddy is cute for the record. :D
So write the letters in teary ink,
Goodnight.
11:02 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Camp tmrw.
My mum and maid asked me to bring a bag with wheels.
I'd be the laugh of the century.
but why do I have this feeeling,
If i do,
I wont be the only one.
So no sweats?
But Im not bringing la.
Like so Suku like that. :D:D
I have my best friend anws,
So wish me luck,
pray that it doesnt flow flow flow. :D
I swear if I could,
If You drive me anymore crazier,
I'd take our conversations as evidence,
Put you on juvenile court,
For making me just to break me.
I dont make sense.
Flow flow flow... :D:D:D:D:D
Gnight world.
Maybe if I try hard enough
I can turn it all around
Maybe if I love you good enough
This wall will just fall down.
Emo emo emo. ((:
Came this far,
Just to watch Your back,
Draw further away from me.
10:36 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
you shld know who you are :]
Self-control
practise self-control please.
dont go round shooting your mouth like some wild fuck dog.
even dogs feel you are fucking insult to them.
oh you know what?
i dont bother.
really i dont.
get the word?
get the fucking KEYword?
I DONT.
I will make it bold and underline it in case You are so blind.
Thank me,
You honestly have to.
I know I make You mad,
Get over it Bitch.
You cant practise self control.
Thats too bad.
Just keep Your nose in your own fucking place.
Dont go snooping at the wrong places,
Be careful your nose doesnt get rotten and drop off.
BUT of course,
Thats the day,
The world will rejoice. :D (HALLEUJAHHHH O' HALLEUJAH!:DDDDD)
I know You hate me,
I know You detest me.
Be REST ASSURED,
I DO( Yep, this is the keyword.) too.
Oh, Last thing.
Be honoured,
Im even blogging this to You.
Its sucha waste of my PRECIOUS time.
But,
Actually,
You make my life kinda interesting,
blogging this and mocking the shit outta of You.
Its really kinda entertaining.
Thank You. X]
See, Im gracious enough to thank You for adding colour to my boring life.
SEE THE POINT?
This is where I DO have a upper hand,
I practise the self control. :D
Dont get too mad.
Its bad for Your health. :D
Okay, Actually I dont bother abt Your health. :DDDDD
Cheers.
P.S I capital-ed the KEYwords, In case You didnt knw which were the KEYwords. :D Didnt mean to insult Your intelligence, Im just making sure. (: ( thank me again okay? :D)
11:20 PM
Ohhh, Look what boredom has done to Me.
Oh, Credits to WY too.
She's so weird. :D
Raining damn heavily today. :D
Wah, My area was flooding.
Three cars got stucked.
Charms and I witnessed a irony in the skies. :D
Today was hot and yet cold again.
Oh whatever.
Rant rant, rah rah.
You're beautiful. (:
10:06 PM
Oh, look at that. :D
10:04 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
I post alot today.
im crazy and still crazy.
and Geraldine fucking lost.
Okay. And Renfred, Who D thinks is fucking cute.
ZhiYang is okay, He's nice.
Just nice, those guai guai ones. Oh well.
does it matter? ha.
Gimme Your heart and I will shoot Your brain.
11:21 PM
O my son, I saw smth damn amazing.
You finally learned how to spell my name.
Wow, Congrats.
You're a name smarter. :D
Oh, for the record, I dont bother nuts abt You. Bitch. :D
5:55 PM
its been hectic weekend.
stupid project.
This is a sick cycle carousel
3:54 PM
(:
3:37 PM